La Cherie

It 5:49 and I am on the train. I was traveling from the Perth train station after my trumpet lesson. I’m listening to Phantom of the Opera “Think Of Me” enjoying the relaxation. I look to the left and my heart drops. No I didn’t see anything gruesome or totally awkward. There to my left was a couple sitting opposite to me. She was blonde beautiful, not stick thin but nice. She was in a business suit, with a pink shirt. She must have been in her early 20’s. The guy next to her was around the same age, he was also wearing a business suit but a little more casual. He had short brown hair, and didn’t look like he was tall, but he wasn’t a midget. The reason my heart dropped was because her head was resting on his shoulder and he was so casual about it. Comforting her, acknowledging that she’s had a hard day and doesn’t want to annoy or frustrate her. It made me feel so lonely! Hahaha... don’t get me wrong, im not pining for a boyfriend at the moment, but seeing that just makes you go “awwwwwwwww”. All girls are like that I guess. But my heart literally dropped. I mean here’s this girl with the “perfect” man next to her. Does she appreciate him? Does she know when his birthday is? And does she know what his favourite meal is? Hahaha... I don’t know why Im thinking this. I guess its what I thought about when I was in a relationship. I always tried to remember little things. But I don’t have such a good memory. Hahaha... in my group there are many relationships. Courtney + Merrin, Katherine + Troy, Carlia + Gavin, Jasmine + Will, Tara + ?????? (im not going to say the last guys name, privacy reasons). That just leaves me and Trevor... and nothing will happen there... Hahaha... its so weird for me to be in the middle of that... I don’t feel excluded... but I just don’t... agh I cant explain it... I don’t even know what Im getting at! Oh well... See ya! (HAPPY NOW MATT!)